Why not just speak out? WHY? I can't endure it any more.
When I am sad, I also want to find a hug for resting my tried heart. My girlfriend will never understand it. She just keeps silence all the way. If I saying something, then we have a bad arguement for 100%.
After the arguement, she will never say any words just let the problem rise bigger. Or acting like it didn't occur.
Gosh. I'm human being. And in this country, my girlfriend is the only person I know I can talk. I just want to speak out what jams in my heart. Is it wrong? Very wrong?
Now, I gonna cry out. It's enough. Really. I'm getting booming. I maybe should stop this relationship. Since with her, what I lost is too much. I'm tried.




